And its been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
And its been awhile
Since I first saw you
And its been awhile
Since I could stand on my own two feet again
And its been awhile
Since I could call you
And everything I cant remember
As ed up as it all may seem
The consequences that Ive rendered
Ive stretched myself beyond my means
And its been awhile
Since I can say that I wasnt addicted
And its been awhile
Since I can say I love myself as well
And its been awhile
Since Ive gone and ed things up just like I always do
And its been awhile
But all that shit seems to disappear when Im with you
And everything I cant remember
As ed up as it all may seem
The consequences that Ive rendered
Ive gone and ed things up again
Why must I feel…