German Chronicle Issue#13 |
Published in Germany
- Social interactions and entertainment - 5 - 13 Jun 26 16:49
My Choice
Hello my dear, lovely readers,
This article is a bit personal. It is not really related to the game, but rather about my struggles and problems in real life.
This morning, I woke up and checked my blood sugar—it was 300. I was dizzy and exhausted. I messaged a friend and told her, I am really tired of life and I just want to run away from everything.
Her reply? I hope you find a good and happy place to run away to. xD
The reality is heavy: I owe people money, and I dont have any right now. I have to take care of my sick mother, who struggles with obsessiveness and nags a lot. xD I cant look for a regular job because I simply dont have the time; I cannot leave her alone. My country is facing massive economic problems, and I have my own financial burdens to carry. On top of all that, as I mentioned, I am aging and watching my youth and health fade.
But should I give up? Should I become a pessimist? That is certainly one option.
Or, I can choose to be an optimist. I can try to endure, stay happy, and keep my energy high.
I choose the latter. It is as simple as that.
The world is a place full of suffering, pain, and problems—but it is also a place full of love and friendship. It is entirely up to me to make the choice, for better or worse. I have promised myself to focus on the beauty and happiness that life still offers.
I truly hope I can stick to that promise and live happily despite all the hardships. Your prayers and well-wishes mean a lot to me and will help me keep moving forward. And from the bottom of my heart, I wish the exact same strength and happiness for all of you.
A happy bird,
Kaveh
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Comments (5)
13 Jun 26 16:50
Kavehfirst tries his best!
13 Jun 26 16:59
SirDaniderVulkanFacing reality is the first step towards changing it. You are on the right way.
13 Jun 26 17:21
LesleyPositive thoughts - positive outcomes, trust. Wish you all the best, and hopefully everything will be okay in the end, take care o7
13 Jun 26 19:11
ValukGod bless you kaveh
13 Jun 26 22:46
MarvoIoEveryone has their own cross to bear on Mount Golgotha